Saturday, February 13, 2016

I want to fall in love

i'd  like to believe in love
but I've never felt what its like
i'd imagine love to be sleepless nights lying in bed  because you don't need to dream anymore
its forehead kisses & 4 hour calls talking about nothing
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its laughing together
crying together
being together
never wanting to leave that person
and knowing everything about them
love is the person that you want to tell the good news to

its wanting to be better

its knowing someone more than you know yourself
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love is picnics and cookie dough fights
love is dancing in the kitchen
its tight hugs and surprise bouquets of your favorite flowers
Dancing.:
and finally realizing what its like to care for someone more that you care for yourself

love is what makes life worth living.

Thursday, February 4, 2016

Project #1- Combined poem with Paige

 My name is Andrea and if you really knew me you would know that I absolutely hate it 

I was born on the sixth.

And you would know that I'm a little bit awkward and can't keep a conversation going 

                                                                       
and I'm often found in my room        
  
You would know why I get emotional when talk about my mom  

   I've never been fond of growing up
and I'm afraid that everyone will leave.                                            

 If you really knew me than you would  know that I haven't had my first kiss yet

I work at Hobby Lobby
and I'm terrible at goodbyes.

 you would know that I still haven't been able get over that same boy that didn't even treat me right  

I cry too often to be taken seriously
I've never been in love
but have somehow fallen out of it more than once.

                                                                                                       
                                   I'm self-conscious of my weight and really good at comparisons.
                                            I'm too obsessed my weight and I know that's not healthy 

 If you really knew me you would know that I'm too scared to be myself 


I love the smell of rain
and the way the sky seems to be painted just for me

that I'm a girl with a big smile and  big heart but a small self esteem

I love to drive with my arm out the window
and I sing at the top of lungs
 but only when I'm alone.                                                            
                                                                                                                       
 and im a sucker for boys with nice smiles and blonde hair


I'm often unsure of what to do
and I wish I wouldn't let people hurt me in the way they do

If you really knew me you would know that I I'm still trying to find the "fun" part of high school, but some how don't want it to end 

My lungs rarely fill to capacity
and I run out of breath far too often.

 if you really knew me you would know that i  hate feet & im really bad at making decisions

                                                      Hi.  my name is Andie/ Paige                                                                                            
  im a lover of cheese & the outdoors

I love the sound of my grandmother's voice. 

I have a dream to own a bakery

She's still trying to find who she is

She hates the sound of ticking clocks 

Sometimes we don't see each other enough. 

 Sometimes I forget she's there

But she was the first one I called when he kissed me. 

  And whenever I need her she's there for me 

So we'll grow up
                                                                                                   
  And live apart 
                                                                                      
                                                                                                       
                                               But she will Always be part of me, 
                                my name is Andie/ Paige and I was born on the 6th/19th



Saturday, January 30, 2016

Revive

Hi my name is Andie, you might know me as June. 

I like the simple things in life like Sunday nights with family and dancing in my car 

I've never really been good at school because most the time I don't really care 

 maybe because I think there are more important things in life like finding things that really make you happy & baking cakes 

I feel too much and don't express my feelings enough 

 I can't remember the last time I was happy with my friends but I'm to scared to try and make new ones because I'm bad at making conversation

I'm in love with the outdoors and I wish I could spend all my time outside 

I'm a thinker and but not much of a talker 

I'm horrible at dancing but I still love it 

I'm in love with the sky because it's the only thing that understands my heart 

Hi my name is Andie it's nice to meet you


Sunday, January 24, 2016

Paris syndrome


i went to Paris for the smell of the pastries and bread.. but I could only smell smoke and urine

i went to Paris to fall in love with a nice French man.. but i only got yelled at by French men

i went to Paris to see the Eiffel tower light up at night and to see all the amazing art.. but they never turned on the lights and the art looked the same as it did on Google

but believe me the Eiffel tower was beautiful and the pastries were amazing, but Paris just wasn’t what i was expecting it to be. But somehow i still fell in love...

it was the way the streets were lit up at night

and how everyone wasn’t afraid to express there feelings

it made me believe in love even though I’ve never felt it

it was like a piece of artwork that came to life

Paris wasn’t what i expected, and it had some disappointments but that’s what made me fall in love.

Sunday, January 10, 2016

alright, here it is

My name is actually Andrea and if you really knew me you would know that I absolutely hate it 
 And you would know that I'm a little bit awkward and can't keep a conversation going 
You would know why I get emotional when I talk about my mom  
If you really knew me than you would know that I haven't had my first kiss yet, and I'm still afraid of talking to boys 
you would know that I still haven't been able to get over that same boy that didn't even treat me right  
If you really knew me you would know That I'm too obsessed with my weight and my body size,  I know how many calories are in almost every food.. And I know That's not healthy 

If you really knew me you would know that I'm too scared to be myself 
that I'm a girl with a big smile and a big heart but a small self esteem


          and im a sucker for boys with nice smiles and blonde hair

If you really knew me you would know that I I'm still trying to find the "fun" part of high school, but some how don't want it to end  because it haunts me that  I have to take care of myself 
         if you really knew me you would know that i hate feet & im really bad at making decisions
          
         you would know that im a lover of cheese & the outdoors


         you would know that i have a dream to have my own bakery



         if you really knew me you would know that im still trying to find who i am



        you would know that i can get really angry & impaitent 



       and baths and classical music are the only things that clam me down

  
      if you really knew me you would know that im really wierd and im okay with it. 


      if you really knew me than you would know that there is more to me than just a girl with a good         smile.