Revive

Hi my name is Andie, you might know me as June. 

I like the simple things in life like Sunday nights with family and dancing in my car 

I've never really been good at school because most the time I don't really care 

 maybe because I think there are more important things in life like finding things that really make you happy & baking cakes 

I feel too much and don't express my feelings enough 

 I can't remember the last time I was happy with my friends but I'm to scared to try and make new ones because I'm bad at making conversation

I'm in love with the outdoors and I wish I could spend all my time outside 

I'm a thinker and but not much of a talker 

I'm horrible at dancing but I still love it 

I'm in love with the sky because it's the only thing that understands my heart 

Hi my name is Andie it's nice to meet you

Paris syndrome

i went to Paris for the smell of the pastries and bread.. but I could only smell smoke and urine

i went to Paris to fall in love with a nice French man.. but i only got yelled at by French men

i went to Paris to see the Eiffel tower light up at night and to see all the amazing art.. but they never turned on the lights and the art looked the same as it did on Google

but believe me the Eiffel tower was beautiful and the pastries were amazing, but Paris just wasn’t what i was expecting it to be. But somehow i still fell in love...

it was the way the streets were lit up at night

and how everyone wasn’t afraid to express there feelings

it made me believe in love even though I’ve never felt it

it was like a piece of artwork that came to life

Paris wasn’t what i expected, and it had some disappointments but that’s what made me fall in love.

alright, here it is

My name is actually Andrea and if you really knew me you would know that I absolutely hate it 

 And you would know that I'm a little bit awkward and can't keep a conversation going 

You would know why I get emotional when I talk about my mom  

If you really knew me than you would know that I haven't had my first kiss yet, and I'm still afraid of talking to boys 

you would know that I still haven't been able to get over that same boy that didn't even treat me right  

If you really knew me you would know That I'm too obsessed with my weight and my body size,  I know how many calories are in almost every food.. And I know That's not healthy 

If you really knew me you would know that I'm too scared to be myself 

that I'm a girl with a big smile and a big heart but a small self esteem

          and im a sucker for boys with nice smiles and blonde hair

If you really knew me you would know that I I'm still trying to find the "fun" part of high school, but some how don't want it to end  because it haunts me that  I have to take care of myself 

         if you really knew me you would know that i hate feet & im really bad at making decisions

          

         you would know that im a lover of cheese & the outdoors

         you would know that i have a dream to have my own bakery

         if you really knew me you would know that im still trying to find who i am

        you would know that i can get really angry & impaitent 

       and baths and classical music are the only things that clam me down

  

      if you really knew me you would know that im really wierd and im okay with it. 

      if you really knew me than you would know that there is more to me than just a girl with a good         smile.