alright, here it is

My name is actually Andrea and if you really knew me you would know that I absolutely hate it 

 And you would know that I'm a little bit awkward and can't keep a conversation going 

You would know why I get emotional when I talk about my mom  

If you really knew me than you would know that I haven't had my first kiss yet, and I'm still afraid of talking to boys 

you would know that I still haven't been able to get over that same boy that didn't even treat me right  

If you really knew me you would know That I'm too obsessed with my weight and my body size,  I know how many calories are in almost every food.. And I know That's not healthy 

If you really knew me you would know that I'm too scared to be myself 

that I'm a girl with a big smile and a big heart but a small self esteem

          and im a sucker for boys with nice smiles and blonde hair

If you really knew me you would know that I I'm still trying to find the "fun" part of high school, but some how don't want it to end  because it haunts me that  I have to take care of myself 

         if you really knew me you would know that i hate feet & im really bad at making decisions

          

         you would know that im a lover of cheese & the outdoors

         you would know that i have a dream to have my own bakery

         if you really knew me you would know that im still trying to find who i am

        you would know that i can get really angry & impaitent 

       and baths and classical music are the only things that clam me down

  

      if you really knew me you would know that im really wierd and im okay with it. 

      if you really knew me than you would know that there is more to me than just a girl with a good         smile.