nostalgic for you

You made me happy

You made me sad

You had me nostalgic for a love that hadn’t even happened

You made me feel almost any emotion there is

The only one I didn’t feel with you

Was love, I thought I did

But it wasn’t anything close

You never even got the courage to tell me you liked me

Your friends had to tell me

Or you never told me or that I was beautiful.  

But somehow I still miss you I still wish I was with you

I miss you like teenagers miss their childhoods wishing you were still here and never leaving

Because with you life was easier

The flowers were prettier

I actually looked forward to school

Everything was beautiful

But then you left and everything turned grey and my life had no color

Without you I’m just a blank coloring book waiting for someone to color me and make me beautiful