dear high school,
to be honest ive never really liked you ive always wished you away
i cant really tell you why
maybe because most the people im around dont make me happy
maybe because i dont really like football games
i can never do a well on a test, even if ive studied
now that your almost gone i dont want you to leave
i really dont want to leave parents
i cant leave where ive lived for the past 12 years
i cant leave my life long best friend, without her im not me
i cant do my own laundry
i dont want to start over
i hate saying goodbye
i hate starting over
im not big enough for college, i still need my mom to tuck me into bed
this year is the last year i can come home everyday to my parents
the last year i can be a kid, and do whatever i want
the last year before i go into the real world
the last year i can drive up the canyon everyday in the fall after school
they last year to have teachers that really care about me
the last year i can drive up the canyon everyday in the fall after school
they last year to have teachers that really care about me
so many lasts im not ready for
so highschool please dont leave im not ready for you to end
I feel this. I feel this so hard.
ReplyDelete"now that your almost gone I don't want you to leave"
"so many lasts I'm not ready for"
Thanks for putting this into words
Exactly. This is perfect.
ReplyDeleteNo don't let them be your lasts. Hang on to those. Don't let a cap and gown take you're crayons. :)
ReplyDelete"maybe because i dont really like football games"
ReplyDeleteSometimes I watch the weekly announcements and it seems like we go to the best school in the world and everyone loves everyone and everyone goes to the football games and we're going to win every game and life is so good at Lone Peak and why doesn't everyone want to go here and then I realize those things can't all be true.