only memories left

I can’t listen to the head and the heart without thinking of you

 temple square will always remind me of you

I will always remember that grey sweatshirt you would wear

And the way you would run your fingers through your hair

I try to forget you but I just can’t, almost everything I see or think will always remind me of you

I don’t know what’s harder talking to you or ignoring you

Yesterday you complimented my earrings

I said thank you in confusion because I thought you were over me

And I know you are, but why would you compliment me.. that just made me ache for you more

I just want you back

I cry thinking about what we used to be, and what we will never be

I didn’t think it would be this hard loosing you

I’ll never forget the first time you held my hand

&the last
all my 11:11 wishes will go towards you

Now that you’re gone I guess you’re just a memory

But I don’t want memories I want you