love?

so heres the thing.

the thing about love

its a feeling? A feeling 

thats suppossed to take your breath 

Away.                                                             

leaves you smiling 

laughing 

crying 

and its supposed to make everything.

all the tears

the mistakes

the hopes being crushed so hard

that you can feel your self sinking 

the emotions like looking through 

a magnifying glass

easier. 

but when it doesnt?

every.little.thing.is.

that 

much 

Bigger

that much harder.

its supposed to make everything 

worth it 

but thats the thing

the thing about love

it doesnt feel worth it.
and i dont even know what love is, ive never felt it